you know you are getting better..

I have found in the past when I have given
something a try it more than often comes right first time.
The 'always right' syndrome kicks in. It must
have appeared crazy to others when I ran
away from something seemingly successful??
I realised along time ago It is only when you
do something over and over that you make mistakes!
The fear of making mistakes does indeed prevent
us from the taking part of a thing. In my case
going that one step further, ie. pushing things
to the limit. The more trial the more error.
You are becoming an expert!

Alway Right draft 1

Nick-names - everyone has one (whether you know it or not) I think the most appropriate are at very least double-barrelled. For example,: interesting punctuation or W (I gather using real names is a no - no) the ex-parra with the gap between his front teeth. Being a people pleaser and with a clean conscience I find it is a must to be able to say to the person what you have pet-named them. I have a propensity to go on and on.. well meaning enough, always for fun, blah.. Anyhoo, we all got one. Me? Always right and seems like if the cap fits? Seriously. I am good and certain things and not others, like punctuation and the likes.

Alway Right (in progress)

Everybody has a nickname. Me too: "always right". It started off as a joke: one of mine: always the joker.. I am an addict of the ridiculous and the wonderful (everyone is..right!?) What lengths people go to for justice and conviction? Depends what your strengths are - right? I should mention Punctuation is not my strength. Balance is up there for Ms average. It is my propensity to blend my extreme behaviour with others' mono mix. Am I coming across as Ms omnipot? How else can a quiet, well behaved (another misunderstood prodigy, yawn) child who eventually ran away from a nothingness into the fold of wonderfully ridiculous predicament after another, get noticed and famed??


One offs

My few close friends (I love to be involved in one to one - no interuptions type friendships) share their thoughts with me if I am lucky enough and helpful and enough. My beautiful and wonderful friend and sister R has been lost for a while she thinks. I have watched her steps for almost a decade of dancing, drunken, decadant, delerium. If you understand. R likes what she likes and lumps what she doesnt. I love her for all she knows and all I have learned from our friendship.